last night was awful. i was crying until just after midnight you know. my sister was being bitchy cuz she didn't get her way. this whole thing started over subtitles if you can believe it... mandy and i argued. mom got into it. i get blamed for every horrible thing that's ever happened so it isn't a shock. then i cried so badly i couldn't breathe and i am still contemplating suicide. wishing i could get the gutts to just do it. but matt said not to and *poked* me online. lol.
you already have what i've got to give. so lets just call it quits. it's just like me to say all of the wrong things that's why i say but what does it take did another girl come make u feel the way i could...
what does it take? anytime u realize that you never really mean what you say.
everyone is such a hypocrite. life bites. does anyone even really want me around? at all?
