i am so sick of crying every night just to get to sleep. i'm tired of all these flashbacks going through my head at random. i hate reliving moments i'd rather just forget ever happened. i'm sick of it! i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the only good thing i can say so far is that i got off last night thinking about 'him'... and that it started raining lightly. thank goddess...
