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Thursday, December 2, 2010

Mother Nature is competing with Satan (Thnx Rowan)

Or it would seem that way. If you live in Michigan, you'll know what I'm saying.
The very first DAY of December and you wake up to the ickyness. I have a calendar; I don't need Her to tell me what time of year it is.

Today is Kami's birthday! Hope she enjoys it. Same to you, Noel!

Tomorrow is my "ex"es (?) birthday. But who cares? I hate that I still remember that, though.

I have around 7 or so journal entries I need to do for Psych class. Plus, I need to be calm Monday. We present that day in that class.
I have a Final and a Response Essay to write for Lit class.
And also I'm attempting to write a Definition Essay (my Final Exam basically) for English. Wouldn't you know that I'm stuck defining LOVE.?>?>>? !

I hate this. I hate it so much.
Thankfully, I have plenty of lyrics to quote. LOL!

Ugh. I just want to go home. But I'm waiting for Robert to find out if he needs me to bug mom for a ride. :/

I miss watching T.V. and being able to relax.
I want to watch Castle. And Bones. And more Buffy re-runs.
If you are on my Facebook, feel free to read the note labeled "my response to rowan's "meh" "
lol. it's pretty good thanks to my answers.

Class doesn't get out for another hour. But I'm going to leave early.
Robert got his ride, he doesn't need me.
Danielle has disappeared again, so whatever.
I'll bug her later I suppose...

I wish Rowan was still on so I could at least say goodbye to him. *sigh*
That guy is one of the most spectacular people I know. I just hope he knows that.

I have a lot of issues I should be dealing with. But, of course, I'm putting it off in favor of blocking my thoughts/feelings away with homework. Homework I can't enjoy.
Figures. I mean, who actually LIKES "Othello" ? It's a total fruitcake of a play.

Shakespeare was a genius. Yes. But he was also long-winded.
King Lear, I enjoyed. Hamlet was amazing. Romeo & Juliet was irritating but good. But this is just too effed up. Oh yeah, Midsummer Night Dream was nice too. lol. sort of.

Psychology should be easy, if I ever motivate myself to do it.
I'm totally freaking out because on the 14th I have to do my presentation in Lit class. :/
I'm so not comfortable with public speaking.
Singing is easy. Dancing, maybe. But not just TALKING... *shudders*


Anyways, I'm going to end this with saying "Thank You!" to several folk.

First:

Danielle - thank you for being my bestie. you always will be, you really DO know too much. besides, you're always there for me.

Nitia - thanks for understanding me, even when you don't you always get it. lol. even that you'll know what i mean. and thank you for always being honest with me. you can't say that about a lot of people.

Nyccie - thanks for helping me with an escape route. it's nice to leave the rabbit hole every once in a while. even if your family doesn't approve of me, I can always count on you.

Aunt Sally - thanks for reading this. it's nice to know somebody does. :)

And I've saved the best for last!

Rowan - thanks for making me feel better when i need it. you are one of the few who can make me laugh/smile. thanks a million for putting up with me - most people aren't that capable. and also, thanks for supporting me with my writing and my music. you'll always rock for that. now, before i start sounding like a stalker (a really GOOD stalker since we LITERALLY live on different continents,) i'm going to shut up. :)

P.S. for Rowan --- if u ever need a reason to smile, just remember that you'll always be one of my favorite sex dreams... after all, you do have "Magick Hands" :)