So my "brilliant" aka "Stupid" plan blew up in my face.
Yes, I'm out of the shelter... that's about the only upside to any of this, though.
That, and I get to see Phoenix more often.
My so-called Aunt kicked me out after a matter of a few days without really explaining why. She and my so-called Mother have started talking shit behind my back.
Needless to say, I blocked my "Aunt" and defriended my "Mother."
I only re-added her because she requested it for whatever Fucked Up reason. The hypocritical wretch.
The second I get paid back what she owes me (300$) I will be just cutting her out of my life for a while. See if she even notices or cares.
My "Aunt" was supposed to do a tattoo for me, which I prepaid for... Never got it, and now I don't trust her to do it. So I need my 20$ back from her.
I believe the only people I really trust right now are in short supply.
My Aunt Sally and Uncle Ken were God-Sends the other night.
Hung out with Phoenix and her Wannabe Boyfriend last night.
Spent the night with Phoenix. Probably will again. Possibly.
Phoneix is watching all the videos from last night.
I wish to Goddess I had a chance of getting out of this rut, however I doubt I will for as long as I'm here in proximity of the Black Hole that is this town. (Hence the name of our group of friends - Black Hole Society)
http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fpwncakesandrofls.tumblr.com%2F&h=uAQGKshx6
The above is a link to one of my sister's handful of blogs.
http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fpwncakesandrofls.tumblr.com%2F&h=uAQGKshx6
https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=386823154707927&set=a.374142622642647.85468.358878267502416&type=1
And here is the link to her main blog.
http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fthefriendlessfeminist.tumblr.com%2F&h=2AQEmU31C
Anyways, if I don't stay with Phoenix tonight - keep in mind it isn't only up to her! - I'll probably crash at the park again. I did it before; I see no reason why I can't again... Just make sure I'm wearing jeans and a hoodie so I don't get bit or freeze.
I haven't heard about any of the jobs I've applied for. Not that I'm really expecting to as I have so little experience and this town is so damn small... Everyone talks. It's ridiculous.
I miss my sister. And my brother.
Still, it's nice knowing I have people I can rely on. (I won't name names because half of them don't read this and the other half do...)
Still can't believe they denied me food stamps even though I'm homeless... This society is completely fucked up.
My Love to All My Readers.
