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Thursday, February 17, 2011
I'm the One
i am so bored right now. i am going to see about having mom take me to BC tomorrow so I can put enough $ on her card to pay for Netflix this month. i'm an addict and i'll admit it. besides, who else would? i want to go to BC though because i was hoping to stop by B & N at the mall. i mean yeah... and i want to get pizza afterwards before going to the bar. well, here's hoping...
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
I don't know
but when does anybody ever "know?" sure you can be more certain or less certain about things, but that still doesn't mean you "know" it. stuff happens everyday that we can't explain, and may never will.
all we have are really good ideas and some not-so-great ideas. i am sure this all sounds totally out there, but it's true.
even with all these break-throughs science has brought us, we still don't *know* anything. we can't. you can repeatedly do something and get the same basic results, but that doesn't mean you *know* the facts - just that something is more likely than another occurance. this doesn't make science right or wrong. this only means that science - like religion - isn't foolproof. Proof that is solid and validated will forever elude us for as long as we are unable to answer all those "big questions" people have. i'm not saying that we're wrong about cancer being dangerous or the sky looking blue. i'm just opining that proof is supposed to be resolute but all i see are things that are fallible. not everything is an obvious fallacy, this is true. i can't argue that. but i refuse to be written off simply because i have belief in something besides (not aside but besides) science. my sister will probably come up wiht something to say on the subject, and that is her right as a person to have her own ideas and thoughts on the matter. "Who am I?" is not a question you can answer by simply saying "Jodee Foster" or "Matt Dillon" if you know what I mean. science can't answer it either. most sciences are quantitative (sp?) but all those Big Questions only have any chance of being answered through Qualitative responses. Maybe I'm crazy, though that isn't something I'd like to believe, but maybe... just maybe i'm not. maybe i'm making a point. can you really say otherwise?
all we have are really good ideas and some not-so-great ideas. i am sure this all sounds totally out there, but it's true.
even with all these break-throughs science has brought us, we still don't *know* anything. we can't. you can repeatedly do something and get the same basic results, but that doesn't mean you *know* the facts - just that something is more likely than another occurance. this doesn't make science right or wrong. this only means that science - like religion - isn't foolproof. Proof that is solid and validated will forever elude us for as long as we are unable to answer all those "big questions" people have. i'm not saying that we're wrong about cancer being dangerous or the sky looking blue. i'm just opining that proof is supposed to be resolute but all i see are things that are fallible. not everything is an obvious fallacy, this is true. i can't argue that. but i refuse to be written off simply because i have belief in something besides (not aside but besides) science. my sister will probably come up wiht something to say on the subject, and that is her right as a person to have her own ideas and thoughts on the matter. "Who am I?" is not a question you can answer by simply saying "Jodee Foster" or "Matt Dillon" if you know what I mean. science can't answer it either. most sciences are quantitative (sp?) but all those Big Questions only have any chance of being answered through Qualitative responses. Maybe I'm crazy, though that isn't something I'd like to believe, but maybe... just maybe i'm not. maybe i'm making a point. can you really say otherwise?
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Smiley & Grr-ified.
I finally meet a guy that I like, enjoy talking to, who makes me feel special.
And what happens? That MORON is brought up in conversation w/my bestie.
KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR?
He'd be lucky to be a One Night Stand Wrapped in Tin Foil!!!
Fuck him! Why he is so arrogant is beyond me. He needs to get over himself.
"What is her infatuation with me?" - Yeah, right. Someone's been bathing in bong-water because there ISN'T any INFATUATION with YOU! You make me sick!
I think I may be falling for someone and you think you're important to me? Oh please, get over yourself. You never had a clue. You never could...
J.R.C. --- thanks for making me smile; not too many people can do that.
A.G.F. --- get a life.
Nyx - ILY
Tia - ILY
Danielle - ILY
Meimei - <3>
Okay. Enough said. I feel better now. :P
And what happens? That MORON is brought up in conversation w/my bestie.
KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR?
He'd be lucky to be a One Night Stand Wrapped in Tin Foil!!!
Fuck him! Why he is so arrogant is beyond me. He needs to get over himself.
"What is her infatuation with me?" - Yeah, right. Someone's been bathing in bong-water because there ISN'T any INFATUATION with YOU! You make me sick!
I think I may be falling for someone and you think you're important to me? Oh please, get over yourself. You never had a clue. You never could...
J.R.C. --- thanks for making me smile; not too many people can do that.
A.G.F. --- get a life.
Nyx - ILY
Tia - ILY
Danielle - ILY
Meimei - <3>
Okay. Enough said. I feel better now. :P
Monday, January 24, 2011
School
My first Sociology class was on Wednesday. I don't think I'm going to enjoy it as much as I first thought. :( However, I have it again today. So who knows what's to come? Afterward is my first Acting class. And I have no idea what room it's in. Go figure.
Tomorrow is my first Philosophy class and I'm totally freaking out.
I miss the days of Creative Writing from my first semester.
I still have a few hours. Well, I should get to doing my hair & teeth & make up...
I am totally freaked out.
Tomorrow is my first Philosophy class and I'm totally freaking out.
I miss the days of Creative Writing from my first semester.
I still have a few hours. Well, I should get to doing my hair & teeth & make up...
I am totally freaked out.
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Jealous of Your Cigarette
Okay, I like the song as much as anyone... But why do people ever take up smoking, knowing what it does to their bodies? Even if one doesn't end up with Lung Cancer, there's still cancer of the Eusophagus (sp?), breathing problems, coughing, bad skin, messed up hair. terrible breath. ugly teeth. i just don't get it?
Don't misunderstand, I'm not saying I'd never smoke. Or that I never have. Both would be lies. However, if I wanted to quit I really could. I'm much more addicted to caffeine and my gum. :P
I just don't get why people do it to begin with. I understand why they continue, fighting an addiction (or stress) can be difficult... But why start knowing all there is to know?
Don't misunderstand, I'm not saying I'd never smoke. Or that I never have. Both would be lies. However, if I wanted to quit I really could. I'm much more addicted to caffeine and my gum. :P
I just don't get why people do it to begin with. I understand why they continue, fighting an addiction (or stress) can be difficult... But why start knowing all there is to know?
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