Thursday, December 23, 2010

Breif Update

Watching the latest Epi of Bones... Totally freaky.
I'm about 1/3 of the way in, but it's still kind of sad. You know?

Anyways, I checked my grades and it's Holla Time! LOL.

B+'s in English and Lit.
A's in Psych & Algebra.

So that's cool.
My head is killing me, though. So yeah, I'll say more later.

Can't wait to see my Winter Presents. (Xmas is so overrated.)

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Dawned On Me

I just realised that this is going to be (most likely) the last day I post on here for 2010... Amazing how everything just flies by, isn't it?
I have posted several videos to youtube commemorating Rabbit Hole. This is a group on facebook dedicated to our personal little group. The metaphor should be obvious and simple but not in all cases, I suppose.
You join our friends and you'll be down the Rabbit Hole and into a whole world of adventure, for we are just that great! Tell me... are you brave enough to be the next "Alice?"

Moonrise Madness


The above link is to a cover of Fireworks by Katy Perry.
I thought it was pretty good and decided to have you all check it out.

Facebook is being wonko. Youtube isn't uploading some of my vids.
And my head is about to explode.

I took my last Final today. :)
However, I can't leave campus until I attend my last class tonight.
I have to in order to get my essay back. I already know my grade.
I got a D-. The cranky, pretentious, perfectionist of a teacher clearly didn't like it.
Oh well. I still get to pass with a B+ average.

The guy from my Psych class that I like so much is in the library. Right now.
I can't see him, but I feel it. Idk how weird that is, but it's true, nonetheless.

Oooh. He's talking. I can hear his voice. Now I at least know I'm not crazy.
The guy is so great. Wonderful voice, very gorgeous. Great personality.
I don't know. He makes me feel nervous, though. So I know I'm not going to get up the nerve to do anything about it. This is just a good thing anyway because it saves him the energy of having to say no and come up with a cheesy excuse. I don't know why I always am so down on myself.
He even said to me once that I need to be more confident. :/
I'd write his name, but then the whole world would know. Lets not do that to myself.
87 more minutes until I go to class, walk by the hottie, and grab my essay. Not in that order, but still. Of course, I think he's going to leave before me, so maybe not. I don't know. I think he just left. I must be crazy. It certainly feels like I'm crazy...

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

oh the Madness

some things just get far too out of control.
i am so extremely tired of all the drama.
you try to speak your mind and be honest, and then the other person makes a big deal out of it. they twist it to suit their own views. and it makes me so sick.
and we're supposed to be all nice to eachother because it's the holidays?
i wish that were a good enough reason.

i'd say more on the subject, however i'm uploading more vids to youtube.
then i'm logging off to go get scrips picked up. which aren't even mine.

hope my sister enjoyed her plane ride.

Monday, December 6, 2010


I have class in half an hour. Our groups present today.
I am totally freaked.

On the upside, I got an 86 on my math test. Thought I did better, but oh well.

I am now going to go put makeup on in the hopes it will boost my confidence.


Thursday, December 2, 2010

Mother Nature is competing with Satan (Thnx Rowan)

Or it would seem that way. If you live in Michigan, you'll know what I'm saying.
The very first DAY of December and you wake up to the ickyness. I have a calendar; I don't need Her to tell me what time of year it is.

Today is Kami's birthday! Hope she enjoys it. Same to you, Noel!

Tomorrow is my "ex"es (?) birthday. But who cares? I hate that I still remember that, though.

I have around 7 or so journal entries I need to do for Psych class. Plus, I need to be calm Monday. We present that day in that class.
I have a Final and a Response Essay to write for Lit class.
And also I'm attempting to write a Definition Essay (my Final Exam basically) for English. Wouldn't you know that I'm stuck defining LOVE.?>?>>? !

I hate this. I hate it so much.
Thankfully, I have plenty of lyrics to quote. LOL!

Ugh. I just want to go home. But I'm waiting for Robert to find out if he needs me to bug mom for a ride. :/

I miss watching T.V. and being able to relax.
I want to watch Castle. And Bones. And more Buffy re-runs.
If you are on my Facebook, feel free to read the note labeled "my response to rowan's "meh" "
lol. it's pretty good thanks to my answers.

Class doesn't get out for another hour. But I'm going to leave early.
Robert got his ride, he doesn't need me.
Danielle has disappeared again, so whatever.
I'll bug her later I suppose...

I wish Rowan was still on so I could at least say goodbye to him. *sigh*
That guy is one of the most spectacular people I know. I just hope he knows that.

I have a lot of issues I should be dealing with. But, of course, I'm putting it off in favor of blocking my thoughts/feelings away with homework. Homework I can't enjoy.
Figures. I mean, who actually LIKES "Othello" ? It's a total fruitcake of a play.

Shakespeare was a genius. Yes. But he was also long-winded.
King Lear, I enjoyed. Hamlet was amazing. Romeo & Juliet was irritating but good. But this is just too effed up. Oh yeah, Midsummer Night Dream was nice too. lol. sort of.

Psychology should be easy, if I ever motivate myself to do it.
I'm totally freaking out because on the 14th I have to do my presentation in Lit class. :/
I'm so not comfortable with public speaking.
Singing is easy. Dancing, maybe. But not just TALKING... *shudders*

Anyways, I'm going to end this with saying "Thank You!" to several folk.


Danielle - thank you for being my bestie. you always will be, you really DO know too much. besides, you're always there for me.

Nitia - thanks for understanding me, even when you don't you always get it. lol. even that you'll know what i mean. and thank you for always being honest with me. you can't say that about a lot of people.

Nyccie - thanks for helping me with an escape route. it's nice to leave the rabbit hole every once in a while. even if your family doesn't approve of me, I can always count on you.

Aunt Sally - thanks for reading this. it's nice to know somebody does. :)

And I've saved the best for last!

Rowan - thanks for making me feel better when i need it. you are one of the few who can make me laugh/smile. thanks a million for putting up with me - most people aren't that capable. and also, thanks for supporting me with my writing and my music. you'll always rock for that. now, before i start sounding like a stalker (a really GOOD stalker since we LITERALLY live on different continents,) i'm going to shut up. :)

P.S. for Rowan --- if u ever need a reason to smile, just remember that you'll always be one of my favorite sex dreams... after all, you do have "Magick Hands" :)