May 6th, 2012

2:58 A.M. If I was smart I'd be sleeping now. Or packing more of my things. As it is, I can't do either. I'm going over the video I made for my sister's birthday... I miss her like crazy. I feel like I'm disappearing... I wish I could change this feeling, but I can't... I keep trying to believe things will get better - but how can I? Everything seems to be saying the opposite... The world is falling down around me and I don't know how much longer I can keep this up... Still, I'm trying... I always try... don't ask why... I wouldn't have the answer. Guess I'm just a fool this way. -------Raindancer-------- 3:02 A.M.